That's my life

deer friend,

we were discussing something about this program in the car,but I could not agree some point when you talked to me something was truth that you thought.actually,I have feeling that you just said when you saw and that also just a part of truth.you wanted to let me understand that was the whole reason for my failed with this program.well, I had a bit dispoint when you said that.you could judge me anything what I did this work,however, have you thought the judgement was also declined anything I have done.you just point my pain and said that why I failed this mission and what I did was meaning nothing. you always did that and you have no idea what I thought.you just gave me a pain and lie,I just wnat to tell you something that a part of true was not the entire reality.you let me what I done is competely meaning nothing.

  by the way,as you aren't able to let me accept your point, you just want me choice another way to improof my goal over here,you know,that's the second dispoint I heard,I felt anyting meaning nothing through the 8 months.