HI! This is Jeremy
目前分類:心情手札 (36)
- Sep 29 Thu 2011 12:04
感謝的抱怨!!
- Apr 28 Thu 2011 06:40
這詞寫作"自白"~但卻唸成"自言自語"
- Jan 17 Mon 2011 18:27
Move forward
- May 26 Wed 2010 14:55
回顧過往風景1
如果人生還可以在選擇一次...?
時間真的過得很快,又是一年,讓我想起我曾經問酷妹的一個問題,還記得那天也是像今天一樣是個天氣超級晴朗的好天氣,陽光照在酷妹似笑非笑的臉蛋上面,讓我心血來潮地問她:如果人生可以再重來一次,那你會做什麼?而他卻沒有讓我失望地回答我:等我人生過了一半,在考慮吧! 其實我也知道這是一個很蠢的問題,但是我突然還是想知道他的答案,高一是我最懷念的一年,因為很多轉折很多故事,最重要的是,很多快樂!
這幾年老是在反省,為什麼過了高一之後,我的人生又開始劇烈的變化,好像一個旁觀的人,我差點已經忘記所謂的參與感,是自己造成的還是別人?其實我自己也不清楚,不過我知道我不會因為環境的改變,人也變了一個樣,停在原地然後被以為前進的人嘲笑自己的不長進,但是在我看來,大家似乎也還在原地,只是他們很努力,但是越是這樣想,越想要回到高一的時候,我想改變很多事情,我想做很多當初來不及做的決定,我想要跟很多人說出自己的真正的想法,我之所以膽怯不是因為我是的懦夫,而是因為比起自己,我更在意身邊的人,身邊的朋友對我很重要,但是一次又一次的失望換來了許多的空白,但是那些都是自己的問題,人不管在怎樣快樂再怎樣的沖實,不管有多少的良師益友,還是得自己解決吧!別人無法為你改變什麼,但是有的是陪伴以及支持,我知道我並沒有那樣的東西,始終孤獨始終寂寞,後來我明白了一件事情,原來別人信手拈來的友誼,對我來說居然這麼難,我不害怕失去,只是害怕不知道為什麼失去,沒有原由的結束對我來說是種折磨,我找不到解答,也得不到答案,因為離去的人們不會回頭,他只是就這樣離開!
- Apr 24 Sat 2010 07:35
忙碌/卻也很清閒
- Jun 05 Fri 2009 00:46
Meaning nothing
deer friend,
we were discussing something about this program in the car,but I could not agree some point when you talked to me something was truth that you thought.actually,I have feeling that you just said when you saw and that also just a part of truth.you wanted to let me understand that was the whole reason for my failed with this program.well, I had a bit dispoint when you said that.you could judge me anything what I did this work,however, have you thought the judgement was also declined anything I have done.you just point my pain and said that why I failed this mission and what I did was meaning nothing. you always did that and you have no idea what I thought.you just gave me a pain and lie,I just wnat to tell you something that a part of true was not the entire reality.you let me what I done is competely meaning nothing.
by the way,as you aren't able to let me accept your point, you just want me choice another way to improof my goal over here,you know,that's the second dispoint I heard,I felt anyting meaning nothing through the 8 months.
- May 09 Sat 2009 06:16
想法的出入
- Apr 16 Thu 2009 09:17
April 16
How many in the tranquil spoken language hid sad as well as angry silently like this quietly leaves perhaps is the best method?
Always the hope may obtain others to care about trades also probably only then such a wee bit perhaps is only little,
because I too greedy was already not force oneself to look cheerful facing at present brokenhearted feeling may bring simply,